[ it is quiet but sincere. Rook is clearly still confused. a look on his face like he can't figure this out, like he has no idea where to even start. if he should bother. but he knows-- he knows that he doesn't like that Jiho looks upset. not even because it is his fault but just--
he doesn't want the other to be upset.
there is a lot of anger in him, Rook doesn't want to add to it.]
I won't come with you then. I just wanted you to know. [ a pause before, quietly: ] I'm already damned, Jiho, so if you think that helping you might make it worse-- you're wrong. I might not have a kill count, not in the traditional way but that doesn't make me a good person either. Fuck, I'm not even a person.
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Date: 2018-09-25 08:00 pm (UTC)[ it is quiet but sincere. Rook is clearly still confused. a look on his face like he can't figure this out, like he has no idea where to even start. if he should bother. but he knows-- he knows that he doesn't like that Jiho looks upset. not even because it is his fault but just--
he doesn't want the other to be upset.
there is a lot of anger in him, Rook doesn't want to add to it.]
I won't come with you then. I just wanted you to know. [ a pause before, quietly: ] I'm already damned, Jiho, so if you think that helping you might make it worse-- you're wrong. I might not have a kill count, not in the traditional way but that doesn't make me a good person either. Fuck, I'm not even a person.