[especially not pain that he caused himself. jiho shakes his head at him, voice reassuring.]
I'm fine.
[physical pain is the least of his worries right now. and he thinks that kwang is probably right given his own interactions with rook. it doesn't make a lot of sense. in some ways it would be easier if that was what the demon was looking for, then jiho could just forget about him completely.
because. romance. jiho. he groans and covers his face with both hands. that's a different story for him, something that he can't deny. and gods, why can't he just want to suck his dick instead. he knows his way around those a little better.]
I hate everything.
[he's said those words before too, but it's with a lot less conviction now. because it isn't true.]
[ Kwang nods, not pushing that one further. Some people are fine with physical pain, and can take it a lot more than others. Some people - like it, even, like the reminder of their mistakes and actions. ]
Okay.
[ And then, he lets out a soft sound, sort of amused. It's far from mocking, it's just - completely understanding. He's been there, many times before. ]
Life is - far from easy. You've got to take it at your pace. If what you need right now is to be given the space to understand what's going on through your head, you should ask for it. If what you need is actually letting things out and talking, well. There are plenty of people willing to talk to you, I'm sure, me included. I present the advantage of not really knowing much about you, not that I am any therapist.
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Date: 2018-09-26 10:39 pm (UTC)[especially not pain that he caused himself. jiho shakes his head at him, voice reassuring.]
I'm fine.
[physical pain is the least of his worries right now. and he thinks that kwang is probably right given his own interactions with rook. it doesn't make a lot of sense. in some ways it would be easier if that was what the demon was looking for, then jiho could just forget about him completely.
because. romance. jiho. he groans and covers his face with both hands. that's a different story for him, something that he can't deny. and gods, why can't he just want to suck his dick instead. he knows his way around those a little better.]
I hate everything.
[he's said those words before too, but it's with a lot less conviction now. because it isn't true.]
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Date: 2018-09-27 09:25 am (UTC)Okay.
[ And then, he lets out a soft sound, sort of amused. It's far from mocking, it's just - completely understanding. He's been there, many times before. ]
Life is - far from easy. You've got to take it at your pace. If what you need right now is to be given the space to understand what's going on through your head, you should ask for it. If what you need is actually letting things out and talking, well. There are plenty of people willing to talk to you, I'm sure, me included. I present the advantage of not really knowing much about you, not that I am any therapist.