[kwang was right about what he sensed rook did and didn't want, or at least what he preferred. and jiho doesn't know if he's elated or if that complicates things even more.
maybe both. maybe still more the first one than the latter. he lets his hand rest a little more against his back, and the demon eats the attention up like he's starved for it.
maybe he is. maybe jiho can relate.]
I- [don't think i'm ready. need some more time. maybe jiho was going to say something like that. it would be understandable if he was. but he honestly doesn't remember what he was about to say, because he sees rook blushing and it does things to jiho that he's only barely started to admit but are taking hold fast.] Yeah, whenever.
[it wasn't that Rook hated sex, not really, he just-- preferred it when there was emotional attachment. when he could honestly say that he cared about the other person (or people) involved. that they cared about him as a being and not just something that could heighten pleasure. and even then it was a lot less about the sex than it was the being connected. being close.
like this actually. being allowed to exist quietly in Jiho's space and have the assassin be pleased with that. trusting him with that.]
Mmm, whenever, huh?
[ there is still colour high on his cheekbones as he smiles, leaning in a little to nuzzle at Jiho's jaw. he doesn't kiss him, not yet. he wants to just-- exist like this a little longer thank you.]
I'm gonna leave that one up to you, Candy Crush. [ can you feel his smile against your skin? probably.]
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Date: 2018-09-27 11:03 pm (UTC)maybe both. maybe still more the first one than the latter. he lets his hand rest a little more against his back, and the demon eats the attention up like he's starved for it.
maybe he is. maybe jiho can relate.]
I- [don't think i'm ready. need some more time. maybe jiho was going to say something like that. it would be understandable if he was. but he honestly doesn't remember what he was about to say, because he sees rook blushing and it does things to jiho that he's only barely started to admit but are taking hold fast.] Yeah, whenever.
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Date: 2018-10-17 04:39 pm (UTC)like this actually. being allowed to exist quietly in Jiho's space and have the assassin be pleased with that. trusting him with that.]
Mmm, whenever, huh?
[ there is still colour high on his cheekbones as he smiles, leaning in a little to nuzzle at Jiho's jaw. he doesn't kiss him, not yet. he wants to just-- exist like this a little longer thank you.]
I'm gonna leave that one up to you, Candy Crush. [ can you feel his smile against your skin? probably.]